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11-01-2014, 06:51 PM (This post was last modified: 15-01-2014 06:47 PM by cheapthrillseaker.)
Sad Current life progress report: better.
I'm not doing good. I'm angry at a lot of shit, and angry at myself mostly. I'm not the easiest person to be around at the moment. I'm dealing as best I can. I got hit with a huge bill of years past (last time I payed a bill with a creditor, I was assured everything with the company was good). Then *WHAM* over a 11 hundred dollars and the casual threat of lawyers. Great, go ahead and fucking try; you can't get blood from a stone. I'm on government assistance. At the moment jobhunting (it's been awhile, hell, I've been unemployed since I joined this place, suckling on good old government teet. Even with budget calculations, what I can give (and not throw myself into the dark ages) doesn't even cover their (what seems to be) 25% interest. That's already enacted.

I got a real sour spot in the back of my throat about this. The really scary part is my brain is now wanting to go about and spend my cares away. Luckily, I don't have money to do that. I never did, before, but now I've found myself doing a few impulse buys. Now, before you think I spend in the three digit - no. It's more like 20-30$ tops a month on something. Today was a pair of Doc Martens for winter boots at the second hand store. Damn good buy, and useful. But the old grab at my heart says even though it was a nice "feel" for a buy, it doesn't last long with the reality that is.

So yeah, still going to school, still looking for a job, used for the first time in a long while a PRN to calm my fucking nerves. They're on high alert all the fucking time. I hope shit don't get worse.

I'm trying to keep it together. God fucking damnit this was hard to write. CensoredCensoredCensored

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11-01-2014, 06:58 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
As financially well-off white man who's never experienced real hardship, I, uh... hmm. Well, er... um... yeah.

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11-01-2014, 07:05 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
(11-01-2014 06:58 PM)cjlr Wrote:  As financially well-off white man who's never experienced real hardship, I, uh... hmm. Well, er... um... yeah.

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Hug

Stay classy? I'm pulling for you. We're all in this together.

Hug

I'm so fucked, but I am staying classy. AKA I cram the pain deep down inside my gut and then pour booze over it to make the hurt feel better.

Not really.

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11-01-2014, 07:06 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
(11-01-2014 07:05 PM)cheapthrillseaker Wrote:  Hug

I'm so fucked, but I am staying classy. AKA I cram the pain deep down inside my gut and then pour booze over it to make the hurt feel better.

Not really.

That's almost too bad.

You had a great blues song going there!

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11-01-2014, 07:09 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
What can I say, I hope it works out.

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11-01-2014, 07:09 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
(11-01-2014 07:06 PM)cjlr Wrote:  
(11-01-2014 07:05 PM)cheapthrillseaker Wrote:  Hug

I'm so fucked, but I am staying classy. AKA I cram the pain deep down inside my gut and then pour booze over it to make the hurt feel better.

Not really.

That's almost too bad.

You had a great blues song going there!

I didn't steal it from a blues singer, but I did steal it from a comedian. Laughter helps a lot these days but damn it's getting darker and darker my humor.

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11-01-2014, 07:10 PM
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(11-01-2014 07:09 PM)Slowminded Wrote:  What can I say, I hope it works out.

Thanks.

The bill took me by surprise, so no, it won't.

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11-01-2014, 07:19 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
(11-01-2014 07:10 PM)cheapthrillseaker Wrote:  
(11-01-2014 07:09 PM)Slowminded Wrote:  What can I say, I hope it works out.

Thanks.

The bill took me by surprise, so no, it won't.

Of course it will, it has to. Right? Somehow?

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11-01-2014, 07:21 PM
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(11-01-2014 07:19 PM)Slowminded Wrote:  
(11-01-2014 07:10 PM)cheapthrillseaker Wrote:  Thanks.

The bill took me by surprise, so no, it won't.

Of course it will, it has to. Right? Somehow?

It might be that I'm depressed right now and *this* close to burying my head in a book so that I don't have to think any further than my nose.

I got Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy (all the books in one big one) and am reading it for the first time ever. My solace, my love. Weeping

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11-01-2014, 07:22 PM
RE: Current life progress report: sucks.
What are you, anyway, down in the GTA somewhere?

Anything I (or another concerned citizen) might be able to do to help?

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