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22-11-2013, 02:33 PM
RE: I feel suicidal but nobody else realises
I know exactly where you're coming from as I'm currently in a similar situation.

I've recently started eating healthy and working out at a nearby gym; it's a fairly good way to keep your mind off of things.

Beyond that, I agree with the others that you should talk to someone else about your problems. It's the first step towards improving the quality of your life.

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22-11-2013, 02:40 PM
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You're not alone, there are probably many in your college who feel the exact same way as you. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Reach out, get help. Don't delay.


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22-11-2013, 02:56 PM
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I would like to add something...it's okay to ask for help. Don't think you have to face this alone.

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22-11-2013, 03:11 PM
RE: I feel suicidal but nobody else realises
(21-11-2013 08:24 PM)TheLogicalAthiest Wrote:  I really am angry at myself for being such a failure, I deserve all the shit aspects to my life because of my ignorance and laziness at life up to now. I hate myself but can see potential for improvement. I feel like a lone wolf, I have no friends, and I am not close to my family, and the thing is I cant even depend on myself.

Nobody knows my true feelings as I always hide them, I have never been close to anyone. I also feel embarrassed admitting I feel suicidal. I don't want to actively kill myself, but if someone pointed a gun to my head I don't think I would care at this point.

I don't know what to do, my mum worries way too much and gets angry, I think she has slight bipolar and so I don't want to tell her about my feelings, I am also not close to her.

I am also doing terrible at university, Im pulling another all nighter as we speak trying to at least get a pass grade. I really want to quit and run away, I really just want to escape my current situation and experience life.

For all intensive purposes I am dead, I have no friends, never had a GF, hardly ever socialise, I also am killing myself slowly eating lots of junk food and hardly sleeping.

Nobody can tell I feel suicidal though, as I put on a false personality.

I am an attractive, intelligent, smart man. I.Q. 137. And am also angry at myself for being such a failure. I am also alone. Never dated much. Live with my schizophrenic brother. I am not suicidal. But am not doing well at all. might be a good thing for us to talk. Might not! I feel that I deserve the shit that happened to me too! But much of it can't be my fault! Could be the same for you! Dad was an alcoholic. My youngest brother was murdered. I am an alcoholic and have some kind of social disorder. Again. I might be the wrong person for you to talk to. But I might be the right person. I don't know. The devil on my shoulder is hopelessness. I think we have to learn to be our own best friends. I haven't got there yet. But I think maybe that's the answer.
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23-11-2013, 07:50 AM
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23-11-2013, 01:03 PM
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Don't give up, and seek out help. Let someone know how you are feeling. Don't hold back and be clear.

A long time friend of my wife was found dead, from hanging herself in her home yesterday morning by her 12 year old son when he came home from school.

The one thing everyone is saying is why? If we would have known she was feeling this way we would have helped. We want to help but now it is too late.

You may not know it, but there are plenty of people in this world that care for you and are concerned for you and how you are feeling. You don't need to feel ashamed of how you're feeling either. It happens to many of us, most people perhaps at some point or another. Don't be afraid to reach out and talk to someone, and thank you for reaching out here. You are not alone.
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23-11-2013, 06:57 PM
RE: I feel suicidal but nobody else realises
Thanks for everyones advice and support. I am going to get an appointment with my GP and I think I will be diagnosed with depression. I have alot of symptoms of bad depression, and I have had them for a long time now but less severe so I think I deserately reach out now as it doesnt seem things will change on their own. I am also planning to find a sport to do to excercise as I think this might be a key which will help me eat and sleep better as at the moment I am overeating alot and sleeping most of the day.

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23-11-2013, 11:12 PM
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That's good that you are going to see your GP. Depression is really serious especially when you get to the point of feeling suicidal, as you already know. Therapy can work wonders. It will be okay! Smile And your idea of taking up a sport is a good one - exercise is often said to improve mood and decrease the risk of depression.

Keep us posted! You're not alone.
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24-11-2013, 02:49 AM
RE: I feel suicidal but nobody else realises
(23-11-2013 06:57 PM)TheLogicalAthiest Wrote:  Thanks for everyones advice and support. I am going to get an appointment with my GP and I think I will be diagnosed with depression. I have alot of symptoms of bad depression, and I have had them for a long time now but less severe so I think I deserately reach out now as it doesnt seem things will change on their own. I am also planning to find a sport to do to excercise as I think this might be a key which will help me eat and sleep better as at the moment I am overeating alot and sleeping most of the day.

Great news, feel free to bump this thread if you need to talk.

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24-11-2013, 11:02 AM
RE: I feel suicidal but nobody else realises
(23-11-2013 06:57 PM)TheLogicalAthiest Wrote:  Thanks for everyones advice and support. I am going to get an appointment with my GP and I think I will be diagnosed with depression. I have alot of symptoms of bad depression, and I have had them for a long time now but less severe so I think I deserately reach out now as it doesnt seem things will change on their own. I am also planning to find a sport to do to excercise as I think this might be a key which will help me eat and sleep better as at the moment I am overeating alot and sleeping most of the day.

I'm glad you are reaching out and doing something about it. I go through depression as well and I'm still not sure what causes it. I'm too much of a stubborn pain in the ass to go get on medication but it still affects me from time to time. I'm sorry you're going through it. Get well soon and never be afraid to ask for help. Thumbsup (i'm glad you did)

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