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01-12-2015, 08:47 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(01-12-2015 08:22 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Well I just had a very interesting visit from an old friend whose brother committed suicide. I told him how I have been feeling and he said "You are manic. You constantly forget things and post me the same message over and over. You're not yourself because of the drugs."

As you know I have been feeling down and posting a LOT. I believe my friend is correct. I show symptoms of when I was first put on the drug and completely lost focus and could not even speak.

So I guess to my friends here, I am sorry but beg of you to ignore me when appropriate. If I am posting all the time, it's the drug. If I say something I would not usually say to a fellow atheist, ignore me.

Basically every post, including this, is not really me.

It was a very enlightening conversation.

I enjoy reading your posts, even if you are drugged up on meds, I still enjoy them.

I feel so much, and yet I feel nothing.
I am a rock, I am the sky, the birds and the trees and everything beyond.
I am the wind, in the fields in which I roar. I am the water, in which I drown.
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01-12-2015, 09:44 PM
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Quote:I enjoy reading your posts, even if you are drugged up on meds, I still enjoy them.

You are very kind. Thank you.

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01-12-2015, 09:52 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(01-12-2015 08:22 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Well I just had a very interesting visit from an old friend whose brother committed suicide. I told him how I have been feeling and he said "You are manic. You constantly forget things and post me the same message over and over. You're not yourself because of the drugs."

As you know I have been feeling down and posting a LOT. I believe my friend is correct. I show symptoms of when I was first put on the drug and completely lost focus and could not even speak.

So I guess to my friends here, I am sorry but beg of you to ignore me when appropriate. If I am posting all the time, it's the drug. If I say something I would not usually say to a fellow atheist, ignore me.

Basically every post, including this, is not really me.

It was a very enlightening conversation.

No need to apologize. I think by now we all know the real Banjo Tongue Heart

And we all have off days when we are posting. So no worries. Hug
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01-12-2015, 10:39 PM
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(30-11-2015 10:27 AM)quoin Wrote:  I'm sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch with the pain and falling. There are times when I wish we could adjust gravity so it wasn't so darn consistent.

Take care.

(01-12-2015 09:52 PM)jennybee Wrote:  
(01-12-2015 08:22 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Well I just had a very interesting visit from an old friend whose brother committed suicide. I told him how I have been feeling and he said "You are manic. You constantly forget things and post me the same message over and over. You're not yourself because of the drugs."

As you know I have been feeling down and posting a LOT. I believe my friend is correct. I show symptoms of when I was first put on the drug and completely lost focus and could not even speak.

So I guess to my friends here, I am sorry but beg of you to ignore me when appropriate. If I am posting all the time, it's the drug. If I say something I would not usually say to a fellow atheist, ignore me.

Basically every post, including this, is not really me.

It was a very enlightening conversation.

No need to apologize. I think by now we all know the real Banjo Tongue Heart

And we all have off days when we are posting. So no worries. Hug


Sadly, I have only ever posted when very ill. Even when undiagnosed.

I do appreciate the friendships. Perhaps they are made more important by people and their kindness in their reactions to someone in my position.

For that I am very grateful.

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01-12-2015, 10:54 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(01-12-2015 10:39 PM)Banjo Wrote:  
(30-11-2015 10:27 AM)quoin Wrote:  I'm sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch with the pain and falling. There are times when I wish we could adjust gravity so it wasn't so darn consistent.

Take care.

(01-12-2015 09:52 PM)jennybee Wrote:  No need to apologize. I think by now we all know the real Banjo Tongue Heart

And we all have off days when we are posting. So no worries. Hug


Sadly, I have only ever posted when very ill. Even when undiagnosed.

I do appreciate the friendships. Perhaps they are made more important by people and their kindness in their reactions to someone in my position.

For that I am very grateful.

So your telling me your not really the kind, sweet, funny, intelligent, feisty, strong, musically talented Banjo we've all come to know and love Tongue Heart
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01-12-2015, 11:12 PM (This post was last modified: 01-12-2015 11:27 PM by Banjo.)
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(30-11-2015 10:27 AM)quoin Wrote:  I'm sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch with the pain and falling. There are times when I wish we could adjust gravity so it wasn't so darn consistent.

Take care.

(01-12-2015 10:54 PM)jennybee Wrote:  
(01-12-2015 10:39 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Sadly, I have only ever posted when very ill. Even when undiagnosed.

I do appreciate the friendships. Perhaps they are made more important by people and their kindness in their reactions to someone in my position.

For that I am very grateful.

So your telling me your not really the kind, sweet, funny, intelligent, feisty, strong, musically talented Banjo we've all come to know and love Tongue Heart


I am not the man I was. However, to those such as yourself I consider myself extremely grateful and lucky. Thumbsup

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01-12-2015, 11:23 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(01-12-2015 08:22 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Well I just had a very interesting visit from an old friend whose brother committed suicide. I told him how I have been feeling and he said "You are manic. You constantly forget things and post me the same message over and over. You're not yourself because of the drugs."

As you know I have been feeling down and posting a LOT. I believe my friend is correct. I show symptoms of when I was first put on the drug and completely lost focus and could not even speak.

So I guess to my friends here, I am sorry but beg of you to ignore me when appropriate. If I am posting all the time, it's the drug. If I say something I would not usually say to a fellow atheist, ignore me.

Basically every post, including this, is not really me.

It was a very enlightening conversation.

Well, there are many people who post a LOT and sometimes make less sense without being on drugs than you do ON drugs.

Heck, you're apologizing for nothing. There's nothing wrong with your posts. I don't think I could pick them out among the others as being drug induced. Sometimes I post stuff that I look at later and wonder what the hell I was talking about.

So don't worry about it. It's not a problem.

Shakespeare's Comedy of Errors.... on Donald J. Trump:

He is deformed, crooked, old, and sere,
Ill-fac’d, worse bodied, shapeless every where;
Vicious, ungentle, foolish, blunt, unkind,
Stigmatical in making, worse in mind.
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01-12-2015, 11:35 PM
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(01-12-2015 11:23 PM)dancefortwo Wrote:  So don't worry about it. It's not a problem.

Thanks Dances.

My friend's analysis was very in depth and seemed accurate. We have worked together for many years and his experience of me is long.

Sadly I am unable to analyse myself.

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02-12-2015, 12:05 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(01-12-2015 11:35 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Sadly I am unable to analyse myself.

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<Picks mind out of gutter>

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(06-02-2014 03:47 PM)Momsurroundedbyboys Wrote:  And I'm giving myself a conclusion again from all the facepalming.
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02-12-2015, 12:27 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(02-12-2015 12:05 AM)morondog Wrote:  
(01-12-2015 11:35 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Sadly I am unable to analyse myself.

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<Picks mind out of gutter>

Thanks for your confidence. Smile

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