I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
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05-01-2016, 08:03 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Banjo, we don't care if you don't make any sense. Sometimes when you make no sense you actually make perfect sense. Hang in there and post any kind of gibberish you want. Thumbsup

Shakespeare's Comedy of Errors.... on Donald J. Trump:

He is deformed, crooked, old, and sere,
Ill-fac’d, worse bodied, shapeless every where;
Vicious, ungentle, foolish, blunt, unkind,
Stigmatical in making, worse in mind.
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05-01-2016, 08:23 PM
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As long as you are posting we know you are still with us. Thumbsup

We know to wait till your meds cycle around. Smile

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05-01-2016, 11:50 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Thanks again guys. You're the best.

I had to go to hospital today, but it ended up being a kind of emergency. All of a sudden I got a call and had to leave. Apparently yesterday I was showing some of the insanity of which I spoke earlier. My specialist needed to check on me. Happily I was okay.

It looks like the lumbar punctures may be coming to an end. When you get above 30 in the same position things are getting a little out of hand. This decision will require My specialist contacting the company in Europe and seeing if I can do without them. And perhaps get the chemo another way. Perhaps through a cannula.

We shall see.

I will be called tomorrow if I need to go back to hospital tomorrow. If not, I have my regular Friday visit. Here's hoping.

This is strange. One week I am told everything is okay. The next I am called urgently in. One does not know what to make of it all. Am I okay? Nobody seems to know.

Anyway at this point I have a gig on the 17th. Then see my student on the 30th. So that is what I am looking forward too.

My brother is also putting on 800 separate shows and I have an invite to see any of them. 800 over a month! That guy works hard.

So that's all I know. My brain seems okay. I probably am not up to reading Tolstoy or Dostoyevsky, but can watch documentaries on youtube. That's about where I am at right now.

NOTE: Member, Tomasia uses this site to slander other individuals. He then later proclaims it a joke, but not in public.
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06-01-2016, 01:12 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
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06-01-2016, 01:13 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
*Huuuuuug*
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06-01-2016, 05:38 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Thanks guys again.

I feel okay. I have it better than most. A good friend just lost his 44 year old brother in a car crash. 7 years younger than I. Things could be worse. The real problem is the life turned upside down. The loss of my career and so on. I also want to get my brain back together. I am wracked in self doubt. Unsure of what I think. This is where this site helps, because it forces me to think. Often I make mistakes or have a lapse in memory, but I do not mind being wrong. At least there is a means to an end. For example on the moral thread DLJ is helping me think. And this is a good thing. Years ago it may have been a better discussion, so I am grateful for his patience.

All in all I think things with me are okay. I have reason to fight and I fully intend to do so.

Again, thanks to all the regular members.

I am sorry I seem to have turned Thumpa away. I did not even realise it was him due to his changing his avatar. And it was a typical Aussie question regarding the Australian attitude to authority and the role of propaganda. I do hope he comes back. Again that was my mad brian at work coupled with my Aussie lack of tact.

We live and learn I suppose.

NOTE: Member, Tomasia uses this site to slander other individuals. He then later proclaims it a joke, but not in public.
I will call him a liar and a dog here and now.
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06-01-2016, 08:22 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
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06-01-2016, 08:23 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Here's a hug from Nishi Wink

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06-01-2016, 08:27 AM
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Thanks Jenny. I am simply confused at this time. But I'll be okay. Big Grin

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06-01-2016, 08:33 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(06-01-2016 08:23 AM)jennybee Wrote:  Here's a hug from Nishi Wink

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Wait when did we become a couple?
And why wasn´t I informed?

But more importantly why did you suddenly stop with the small sweet gestures like some flowers and such? I loved that.

*Confused*
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