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12-12-2016, 10:37 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
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12-12-2016, 10:40 PM
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(12-12-2016 09:01 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Interesting coming out of this trial. Apparently only a few got through it.

Everything seems smaller.

I forgot to mention I have been a bit ill. Not been around.

I would imagine that the withdrawal from the meds you have been on for so very long will take a while and have some unpleasant effects while you level out.

Hope all that chemo gets out of your system soon and you feel better.

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12-12-2016, 10:42 PM
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Hugs to you Banjo Heart

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12-12-2016, 11:13 PM
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Go Banjo. I'm still waiting for the day when you can say you're outta the woods, or at least that the edge of the forest is in sight.

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(06-02-2014 03:47 PM)Momsurroundedbyboys Wrote:  And I'm giving myself a conclusion again from all the facepalming.
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05-03-2017, 04:47 PM
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Hi guys.

Sorry to resurrect this old thread.

I think something's wrong. I am very weak. My brain is not functioning well and I constantly feel sick.

I have booked into the hospital this coming Wednesday for tests. I need to get my bloods checked and get a bone marrow biopsy.

Sadly if my remission has gone again there is nothing to be done. It's a death sentence. I am trying not to think that way but the possibility is highly likely.

If I die I won't be too upset because I got 2 years I did not expect.

For about 3 months my head has been extremely cloudy. My feelings and thoughts muddled and my emotions affected to the point of the desire for suicide being a constant.

I fight it, try to take my mind off it, but it is not easy.

Wish me luck. Smile

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05-03-2017, 04:48 PM
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(05-03-2017 04:47 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Hi guys.

sorry to resurrect this old thread.

I think something's wrong. I am very weak. My brain is not functioning well and I constantly feel sick.

I have booked into the hospital this coming Wednesday for tests. I need to get my bloods checked and get a bone marrow biopsy.

Sadly if my remission has gone again there is nothing to be done. It's a death sentence. I am trying not to think that way but the possibility is highly likely.

If I die I won't be too upset because I got 2 years I did not expect.

For about 3 months my head has been extremely cloudy. My feelings and thoughts muddled and my emotions affected to the point of the desire for suicide being a constant.

I fight it, try to take my mind off it, but it is not easy.

Wish me luck. Smile

Good luck, hoping for nothing but the best.

"If you keep trying to better yourself that's enough for me. We don't decide which hand we are dealt in life, but we make the decision to play it or fold it" - Nishi Karano Kaze
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05-03-2017, 04:50 PM
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(05-03-2017 04:47 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Hi guys.

sorry to resurrect this old thread.

I think something's wrong. I am very weak. My brain is not functioning well and I constantly feel sick.

I have booked into the hospital this coming Wednesday for tests. I need to get my bloods checked and get a bone marrow biopsy.

Sadly if my remission has gone again there is nothing to be done. It's a death sentence. I am trying not to think that way but the possibility is highly likely.

If I die I won't be too upset because I got 2 years I did not expect.

For about 3 months my head has been extremely cloudy. My feelings and thoughts muddled and my emotions affected to the point of the desire for suicide being a constant.

I fight it, try to take my mind off it, but it is not easy.

Wish me luck. Smile

Keep us posted! Make sure they check to see if you are anemic. That can really screw with you and with all your issues it's very possible. It went undiagnosed with me for a time but once fixed I felt tons better! Not as tired and much more clear-headed. My situation was made worse because my thyroid was out of whack. Getting the two things back on track made an amazing difference all around.

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05-03-2017, 04:53 PM
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Hugs Banjo

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05-03-2017, 05:01 PM
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Good luck, Dale! Hug

Whoop some ace! Heart

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05-03-2017, 05:01 PM
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(05-03-2017 04:47 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Hi guys.

Sorry to resurrect this old thread.

I think something's wrong. I am very weak. My brain is not functioning well and I constantly feel sick.

I have booked into the hospital this coming Wednesday for tests. I need to get my bloods checked and get a bone marrow biopsy.

Sadly if my remission has gone again there is nothing to be done. It's a death sentence. I am trying not to think that way but the possibility is highly likely.

If I die I won't be too upset because I got 2 years I did not expect.

For about 3 months my head has been extremely cloudy. My feelings and thoughts muddled and my emotions affected to the point of the desire for suicide being a constant.

I fight it, try to take my mind off it, but it is not easy.

Wish me luck. Smile

HugHugHugHug

Keep positive, Banjo. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now.

Do you have a therapist you could speak to about the suicidal thoughts?

Take it a day at a time, Banjo. I hope you'll get some good news soon and you start feeling better...
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