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19-08-2015, 08:09 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Must be close to midnight where you are Dale I know what it feels like to be restless and unable to relax I'll keep my connection on if messaging helps take your mind off things
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19-08-2015, 08:16 AM
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Banjo - I actually found your stories of the awfulness and awkwardness of your treatments to be amazing... you're still communicating with us so we know how you're doing. We WANT to hear those stories, because without them we might imagine worse, but with them we can feel like we're going through it with you, a little bit.

We love you, man, and there is nothing you're "expected" to say here, there's no way to do it "wrong". Just know that we are all pulling for you, and find your drug-addled versions of stories even better than your usual degree of wit and humor. So thank you for all of it!

I hope you can learn to be less hard on yourself and put that energy into fighting back.

Hug

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19-08-2015, 09:16 AM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(19-08-2015 08:00 AM)Banjo Wrote:  No worries guys not fishing for compliments all good will appreciated. this feeling is just weird.

I hope it helps to talk about it. You know that we are happy to listen to whatever goes through your head. Take it easy, mate!

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19-08-2015, 09:36 AM
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(19-08-2015 08:16 AM)RocketSurgeon76 Wrote:  Banjo - I actually found your stories of the awfulness and awkwardness of your treatments to be amazing... you're still communicating with us so we know how you're doing. We WANT to hear those stories, because without them we might imagine worse, but with them we can feel like we're going through it with you, a little bit.

We love you, man, and there is nothing you're "expected" to say here, there's no way to do it "wrong". Just know that we are all pulling for you, and find your drug-addled versions of stories even better than your usual degree of wit and humor. So thank you for all of it!

I hope you can learn to be less hard on yourself and put that energy into fighting back.

Hug

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What RocketSurgeon said

We're here for you in thick and thin, Banjo. If the drug makes you a raving lunatic, so be it. If it was pumped into any one of us it would do the same damned thing.

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19-08-2015, 12:13 PM
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Banjo your courage inspires us all. Highs and lows happen, we get it and you never ever need to apologize for it.

I love you (always have), we're all standing with you (virtually) but you know that.

Hang in there.


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19-08-2015, 05:11 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Hi guys.
Woke up feeling a bit better. Never know how I'll be from one day to the next. Am gonna try to rest up today. thanks again.

Freethouhght just a note on the other thread. This isn't worth all the posts. My life's at stake. Cheers.

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19-08-2015, 05:15 PM
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Banjo...

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19-08-2015, 07:09 PM (This post was last modified: 19-08-2015 07:13 PM by Thumpalumpacus.)
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(19-08-2015 03:31 AM)Banjo Wrote:  I am sorry to everyone. Take no notice of me earlier.

I'm letting people down.

I wont tell anyone about yesterday and my reaction. Only that my poor brother witnessed his brother on the floor like some beached fish.

My brother just had a massive go at me. I wont go on about the reasons. You don't want to know.

The chemo they injected into my spine yesterday always, without fail, has an adverse effect on me. I react badly and get ill and I'm a mess and I have no control over it! And it lasts over 10 days!

If I'm gonna die better for it to be now! At least then people can get over it.

I know I am sorry to everyone and you are great and i am sorry you had to see me share my moment of weakness and I am angry at myself for it.

And they let me out of hospital.

This damned thing behind my eye gets bigger and bigger!

Take no notice of me.

Bullshit and apple-butter. You don't owe anyone here an apology for this.

(19-08-2015 06:55 AM)Banjo Wrote:  I'm feeling anxcious. can't relax order chill. May be the drug. In will log off ander try to rest.
Thanks guys. DC.

Be well, brotha. We're here for you.
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19-08-2015, 09:43 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Hug Banjo.
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19-08-2015, 10:25 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
Just had a phone call. Apparently I am responding well to treatment. I was supposed to see my specialist tomorrow but he is satisfied to call me tomorrow to let me know the results.

Now I must try to control the feelings the chemo in the spine causes. Especially as my jam is still on tomorrow. For the short while I thought I'd be in hospital and cancelled the jam, during that time we lost the guitarist but we have keys, vox, bass drums and vocals. Should be fun if I can relax.

Thanks again everyone.

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