I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
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24-08-2015, 06:13 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
One foot in front of the other! We are rooting for you.

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24-08-2015, 06:15 PM
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(24-08-2015 05:55 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Thanks guys!

Well I showered and dressed! That's something. All I need to do is put on my shoes and i am good to go.

I must remember to drink loads of fluid so my veins are easy to get to. Otherwise they jab me over and over to get blood.

I am wondering if I should talk to the coordinator about how I am feeling? But I worry they'll take me off the trial and give it to someone who may have a better chance of success.

9.55 am. My ride arrives at 12.30 pm. I have plenty of time.

May as well put these shoes on and try to make a coffee and have some breakfast!

Good to see you conquered it so far! I have every confidence you will stick it out for the rest of the treatment. Sometimes inertia is the worst enemy - and you are conquering it every time!

Re. cancer taking over - stop that. You can't possibly know that, and it is a dangerous fantasy. When your thoughts drift that way, stop and do/think something else. When you are hurting it is easy to get carried away with thoughts...

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24-08-2015, 06:42 PM
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Thinking of you Banjo!

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24-08-2015, 08:34 PM
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Thanks everyone. I even did my laundry and hung it to dry. I am totally stuffed though now. My ride is due. Off to hospital to get needles. Bye. Smile

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24-08-2015, 08:42 PM
RE: I have survived toughest year. Still in danger, but still alive.
(24-08-2015 08:34 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Thanks everyone. I even did my laundry and hung it to dry. I am totally stuffed though now. My ride is due. Off to hospital to get needles. Bye. Smile

Take care, talk soon Smile Hug

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24-08-2015, 08:51 PM
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(24-08-2015 04:52 PM)Banjo Wrote:  I don't usually feel sorry for myself but I am kind of over it. If I just died things would be easier for everyone. They could get on with their lives and

But that is no way to think and I must remain positive.

Some days it is just hard. You know?

Yeah, I know. Weeping

I never found it possible to stay positive all the time.
I just worked on not staying in 'the dark place' for long.

Sounds like you're doing that. Thumbsup

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24-08-2015, 10:06 PM
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Keep us informed. Keep us close to you through your journey. We care. We're here.

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24-08-2015, 10:53 PM
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Yeah, I know. Weeping

I never found it possible to stay positive all the time.
I just worked on not staying in 'the dark place' for long.

Sounds like you're doing that. Thumbsup
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Thanks Mom.

Thanks Chas.

At the hospital now. Last week I had a very bad reaction to the chemo and other drugs in my system. Kind of feel bad because the nurses were worried and I had à fall etc. I just spoke to the co ordinator and apparently they were laughing about it the next day. Meanwhile I have been worried sick...

There is every chance I will remain on the trial. I am apparently a good subject. I am not due back to hospital until Tuesday morning next week and should be in only for about a week.

The drug has loads of side effects and my mind suffers. Cannot think, headaches beyond imagining, my neck pulpitates.... You name it.

Now I await my ride home. See you there. Smile

NOTE: Member, Tomasia uses this site to slander other individuals. He then later proclaims it a joke, but not in public.
I will call him a liar and a dog here and now.
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24-08-2015, 10:58 PM
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(24-08-2015 10:53 PM)Banjo Wrote:  
(24-08-2015 08:51 PM)Chas Wrote:  
Yeah, I know. Weeping

I never found it possible to stay positive all the time.
I just worked on not staying in 'the dark place' for long.

Sounds like you're doing that. Thumbsup

Thanks Mom.

Thanks Chas.

At the hospital now. Last week I had a very bad reaction to the chemo and other drugs in my system. Kind of feel bad because the nurses were worried and I had à fall etc. I just spoke to the co ordinator and apparently they were laughing about it the next day. Meanwhile I have been worried sick...

There is every chance I will remain on the trial. I am apparently a good subject. I am not due back to hospital until Tuesday morning next week and should be in only for about a week.

The drug has loads of side effects and my mind suffers. Cannot think, headaches beyond imagining, my neck pulpitates.... You name it.

Now I await my ride home. See you there. Smile
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And without so much as a mere touch, cut me into little pieces

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24-08-2015, 11:21 PM
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(24-08-2015 10:58 PM)Momsurroundedbyboys Wrote:  Hug love you!

We're just surrounding you with hugs and at least virtually with ya every step.


I know and it has an amazing effect.

I am very grateful. Smile

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