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22-02-2016, 07:28 PM
I must limit my time here. Sorry to go.
Hey guys.
I am now entering month 16 of chemotherapy. I find it is ravaging my mind. This then hurts the site. For example, I can no longer stomach theists. They simply anger me with their stupidity.

This signals a great change in my personality to me. There were decades I could debate them. This is no longer possible and I just want to tell them where to go.

I find myself slipping into madness. Which is why my signature is what it is.

I will keep updates on my health thread so those who care can be kept up to date.

It is honestly hard to explain what happens. As the day gets longer I ever so slowly but surely lose the plot. Imagine being drunk without having had any alcohol. That is what it is like. Very strange to have so little control over oneself.

I will refrain from posting. As I said I am getting chemo 24/7. Not only is it chemo, but a very strong chemo. To have been under the effects of chemo over 16 months is difficult to describe and it is an unusually long period. As I said there are 12 more months of this.

There are people here such as Bucky who go to much trouble to debate theists. Then there's me on the side lines calling them fools. This cannot be good for the site. I cannot be good for the site as I am sure this was never Seth's intention.

Please know I love all of you regulars. You've become a family to me. I will restrict myself to personal support and health issues.

Much love. Dale.

NOTE: Member, Tomasia uses this site to slander other individuals. He then later proclaims it a joke, but not in public.
I will call him a liar and a dog here and now.
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22-02-2016, 07:30 PM
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22-02-2016, 07:30 PM
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I hope you'll still lurk and post in the more sociable, less theist filled, areas of the forum Hug That's what I do. you only make the site better, not worse!

I hope that the world turns, and things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you. - V for Vendetta
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22-02-2016, 07:31 PM
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Best wishes, buddy.

I won't pray for you. That would be a waste of fucking time.

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22-02-2016, 07:33 PM
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best of luck with the chemo
doublehugs HugHug

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22-02-2016, 07:34 PM
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Banjo,
You do what's best for you.

Selfishly, I ask that you keep us updated on your health and your drumming (and Taso). Big Grin

Get some rest...read some books. Share when/if you want to.

I am still waiting for you on the survivor side.

Much love,
Angie

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22-02-2016, 07:34 PM
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Wishing you the best, Banjo. Hang in there and keep us posted.

But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

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22-02-2016, 07:40 PM
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I hope you'll be able to come back to us soon.
Much love brother. Hug
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22-02-2016, 07:43 PM
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(22-02-2016 07:28 PM)Banjo Wrote:  Hey guys.
I am now entering month 16 of chemotherapy. I find it is ravaging my mind. This then hurts the site. For example, I can no longer stomach theists. They simply anger me with their stupidity.

This signals a great change in my personality to me. There were decades I could debate them. This is no longer possible and I just want to tell them where to go.

I find myself slipping into madness. Which is why my signature is what it is.

I will keep updates on my health thread so those who care can be kept up to date.

It is honestly hard to explain what happens. As the day gets longer I ever so slowly but surely lose the plot. Imagine being drunk without having had any alcohol. That is what it is like. Very strange to have so little control over oneself.

I will refrain from posting. As I said I am getting chemo 24/7. Not only is it chemo, but a very strong chemo. To have been under the effects of chemo over 16 months is difficult to describe and it is an unusually long period. As I said there are 12 more months of this.

There are people here such as Bucky who go to much trouble to debate theists. Then there's me on the side lines calling them fools. This cannot be good for the site. I cannot be good for the site as I am sure this was never Seth's intention.

Please know I love all of you regulars. You've become a family to me. I will restrict myself to personal support and health issues.

Much love. Dale.

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Noooooooo, don't go. No

Just hang out in the Casual Coffeehouse. Not many theists in that section. There's also the music and entertainment area which I know you have a couple of thread going there and I personally don't care if your brain is drunk all the time.

Maybe we can start a thread that can't say the the word god, jesus or religion in it except when cursing.

The "Don't Ever Mention Religion" thread. Smile

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Ill-fac’d, worse bodied, shapeless every where;
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Stigmatical in making, worse in mind.
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22-02-2016, 07:45 PM
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Just stick to your one thread and keep us up to date.

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