It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
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07-08-2017, 01:45 AM
It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
I'm constantly on edge, wanting relief from life. The suicidal thoughts are from a sheer desire for relief from life and from my own mind and from myself.

It's hard to explain my problems. I have extreme depression, anxiety, and all sorts of other problems. I'm very misanthropic, and I hate everything. I'm a very unique case. There are extremely few, if any, people like me in the world.

I have zero energy. I can barely muster up the energy to get out of bed. I sleep for hours and hours, and I still feel like shit afterwards.

I have no friends, and have never had a girlfriend. I'm also a virgin.

I'm just totally fucked up and this has been going on for too long. I can't take it anymore. I think about ending my life every day. I need relief from this terrible life.
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07-08-2017, 01:48 AM
RE: It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
I hate life. I fucking HATE IT! I just want to be dead.
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07-08-2017, 01:49 AM
RE: It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
I wish I could go to sleep tonight and never wake up.
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07-08-2017, 02:09 AM
RE: It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
Why did I have to exist? There's just no good reason for it. Other than possibly to serve as a contrast to worthy people. There has to be ugliness in the world for us to know beauty right?
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07-08-2017, 02:11 AM
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There's just no reason for me to be alive. I hate myself.
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07-08-2017, 02:22 AM
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Bro, you need professional help. The fact that you're posting here at least shows that you're not completely one hundred percent certain that you want to do this. Unfortunately here on the internet we cannot help you much, beyond providing a place for you to tell us about your problems - we are not in a position to diagnose you and at best you'd be getting amateur opinions. There are people who specialise in treating conditions such as depression, I suggest that you should get in touch with one of them as soon as possible. Google for psychiatric help in the area where you live, and make the call.

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(06-02-2014 03:47 PM)Momsurroundedbyboys Wrote:  And I'm giving myself a conclusion again from all the facepalming.
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07-08-2017, 02:29 AM
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I don't want to help. I don't deserve help. I'm an undesirable who shouldn't live.
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07-08-2017, 02:40 AM
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I wish I could just die in my sleep. I stay alive for my family because I know it would cause total chaos for them. It would have all been easier if I just wasn't born.
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07-08-2017, 02:47 AM
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(07-08-2017 02:29 AM)Lackluster Wrote:  I don't want to help. I don't deserve help. I'm an undesirable who shouldn't live.

You are alive, you are worth something at least to your family - as you say, it will hurt them if you do commit suicide. What makes you so sure you're "undesirable"?

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If you're perfect -- Alanis Morissette
(06-02-2014 03:47 PM)Momsurroundedbyboys Wrote:  And I'm giving myself a conclusion again from all the facepalming.
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07-08-2017, 02:52 AM
RE: It's hard not to want to commit suicide.
(07-08-2017 01:45 AM)Lackluster Wrote:  ... I'm a unique case. There are extremely few, if any, people like me in the world.
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Please forgive my curiosity... why do you think this?

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