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06-10-2017, 05:14 AM
RE: Seriously considering suicide.
(06-10-2017 05:13 AM)GirlyMan Wrote:  
(06-10-2017 03:42 AM)Banjo Wrote:  Hey guys.

I am still feeling like shit. However I have come to the conclusion that shit is the human condition.

Why should I expect anything differently? I am not better than everyone else!

Fuck me!

I am an idiot.

Therefore, I owe it to Life, to keep living.

Death is so avocado.

That's it, except there is no obligation.

Indeed.

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06-10-2017, 05:16 AM
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(06-10-2017 03:50 AM)Banjo Wrote:  Mate, 24/7 chronic pain and cancer.

What am I to expect?

Still here.

Plan to stay here.

This thread was a moment of stress and desperation while weak.

I hate weak in myself.

Thanks guys.

I love you all.

I am sincere.

I could send you money. You dared us to send you money. ... I mean not much money, but still enough for a curry or two. I think I will send you some money. Smile

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06-10-2017, 05:18 AM
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I am fine mate. No worries.

Cheers.

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06-10-2017, 05:29 AM
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(06-10-2017 04:34 AM)Banjo Wrote:  Thanks.

Just learned my dad is in hospital. He has a case of shingles on his face. He's 89.

I had shingles. second worst case ever seen here. It was Erik's death that led to the drop in my immune system.

I fear this episode is due to current high levels of stress.

He and I finally share the effects of an event.

Ironic.

I had shingles in my eye. No shit. Only pain I've experienced worse than that was lying in a hospital bed with an undiagnosed burst appendix for 16 hours. (Except the peritonitis wasn't so much pain as dying.) The only thing that would stop that pain in my eye was a topical analgesic that the eye docs won't give you because they need to know if the pain is still there and you don't lose your eye to the herpes.

I did learn that the herpes flourishes in the presence of the amino acid arginine and don't like lysine so I megadose lysine everyitme I feel it itching. Here's a pic.

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That's the fucking Devil, right there. I think we can beat the cancers, I don't think we will beat the viruses.

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06-10-2017, 05:32 AM
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That's why I'm worried mate.

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06-10-2017, 05:34 AM
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(06-10-2017 05:32 AM)Banjo Wrote:  That's why I'm worried mate.

Ask the Docs about lysine. Can't hurt. I'd like to know what they say.

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06-10-2017, 05:37 AM
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Hi mate.
Alas I must wait until the morning at 8 am tomorrow. It is now 10.35 PM.

I have no choice but to wait. Worry is a waste of time. I am trying to put it aside.

I cannot affect this situation.

I therefore can relax. I have no control.

Having a laugh at everything now as a result. Smile

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06-10-2017, 05:43 AM
RE: Seriously considering suicide.
(06-10-2017 05:37 AM)Banjo Wrote:  Hi mate.
Alas I must wait until the morning at 8 am tomorrow. It is now 10.35 PM.

I have no choice but to wait. Worry is a waste of time. I am trying to put it aside.

I cannot affect this situation.

I therefore can relax. I have no control.

Having a laugh at everything now as a result. Smile

The peace which passeth understanding.

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06-10-2017, 05:44 AM
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I heard about that piece...

No matter how often I called, she didn't wanna know mate!

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06-10-2017, 06:03 AM
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(06-10-2017 05:44 AM)Banjo Wrote:  I heard about that piece...

No matter how often I called, she didn't wanna know mate!
Laugh out load
This is why we choose to yet live. Smile

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