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16-11-2011, 11:53 AM
RE: The LC
4/10 of a gram of meth, I believe. It was Tuesday. I had spent the previous three days "obsessing over the stupid question." At about 11 AM Tuesday morning; I was at work, I turn around and see Gwyneth Paltrow - it was instantaneous, but she cured the "stupid question."

I was doing a double shift back then, 6-2/6-2; after I got off for the day, I scored the meth, as above. Told my buddy about seeing Gwyneth on the jobsite, thought it meant something. Yeah, it meant something alright. It may be "more correct" to think of the LC as a psychic break rather than an hallucination. It was through research that I learned that "prophet" most likely means one who survives a psychic break after a pre-existing form of schizophrenia is actualized.

Anyhoo, I did some of the meth with my buddy, went back to work at six. It musta been about 11 PM when "god showed up." Went like this: there was a spot on the wall, and I was checking it out. The "spot" turned out to be "an avatar of the scientific aspect of the creator of the universe." When I zeroed in on it, I visualized mathematical equations on paper spread out all over the place; the calculation necessary to send "spot" from the singularity of the "big bang" into the spinning eighth floor of Phoenix Plaza. That was the first instant.

The next instant I am "proto-monkey" - the precursor of homo sapiens - experiencing dying of freight due to the fact that the large shadowy figure off in the distance is recognized by me as "the creator of the universe."

The next instant, I'm on a Federation starcraft; not exactly Star Trek, but that type of interplanetary research vessel. I'm looking over the bridge down on this sunken area filled with scientists. I turn and head down this metal corridor that is circular in cross-section. There is grillwork on the floor to provide walkway, steel tubes run along the inside of the cylindrical hallway.

And there he is. Kinda looks like my brother. At that moment, I realize it is all "creator of the universe;" the screens, the ship, the scientists, all unity. And this cat goes, I have need of a prophet...

Went like this: Work for me, have Uncertainty; expect ridicule, misery, suffering, insanity, disgrace, isolation... yada, yada; but on the bright side... well, there ain't no bright side.

Refuse me, and wake from this dream in this here mansion (a visionette).

No hurry, take your time... and he starts walking back down the corridor.

Oh, nearly forgot. I may or may not have had something to do with your Gwynnie thing. Refuse me, and that too shall pass...

Walking away, laughing, shaking his curly dome. Creator of the Universe, ladies and gents. I guesstimate three point five seconds. How long did it take you to read this, Dear Reader?

Because - oh, no - that ain't the half of it. That is a vanishingly small percentage of "the initial encounter with the LC." There was three universes. There was gigabyte of data that I did my best to forget for the next year; yet it is still filed somewhere in the stupid brain. And then there was memory. Like so - the first thing I do "after" was, of course, remember the LC. As I am remembering it, my memory is being altered.

Because the "first" thing that happens is the "god juice;" have a hit, become nine-tenths "god" and one-tenth "prophet having a job interview." Cause there ain't no understanding no god. (Later, of course, this was found to be congruent to the Holy Spirit)

And the first question I ask keeps me "off of the job of prophet" for a year. Why would god need to send an avatar from the singularity? Answer: because god is dead. Took a boatload of considering to realize being dead ain't really an obstacle to god. Six years later, I am confident that what occurred is emergence; that the brain in times of great strain allows for the emergence of Agency in mind to preserve functionality of mind. Not only is my mind functional, I have been essentially "cured" of my insanity.

Yet it is one of those cures that are worse than the original disease.

Now, then; mind altering substances and religious experience. The LC is the exception that proves the rule. It is recommended that "god" be encountered under the influence of an altered state for the very good reason that a return to the standard state (sobriety) is followed by a mellowing of the alter: one can forget, in other words. In the past six years, nearly every vision has been accompanied by an altered state - including coffee and sleep deprivation, that works too - except for one. My "two days of being Muslim;" I was sober, and those memories are burned into my cornea, as it were.

The first consideration I had about the LC was that perhaps it was hallucination. When I walked off the jobsite Wednesday morning, me and my boss sat on the loading dock for over a half an hour talking about the LC and the end of my employment. "Gotta go do a pile of drugs, make sure it's real;" I told him. The following week pretty much disappeared. It is likely I did over two grams of meth from Thursday until touchdown. Went back to work a week later. Stayed away from all mind-altering substances until, I believe, the spring of 2006.

The LC may or may not have created the universe, the LC may or may not have evolved from machine intelligence; what seems likely, however, is that time is a deception. And there it is. Wink

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The LC - houseofcantor - 12-11-2011, 12:02 PM
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RE: The LC - Filox - 16-11-2011, 07:04 AM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 16-11-2011 11:53 AM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 17-11-2011, 01:38 AM
RE: The LC - Filox - 17-11-2011, 05:50 AM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 17-11-2011, 07:29 AM
RE: The LC - Erxomai - 18-11-2011, 07:29 AM
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RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 18-11-2011, 07:22 PM
RE: The LC - Erxomai - 18-11-2011, 07:54 PM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 18-11-2011, 08:39 PM
RE: The LC - Erxomai - 18-11-2011, 08:46 PM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 18-11-2011, 09:24 PM
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RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 18-11-2011, 10:48 PM
RE: The LC - Erxomai - 19-11-2011, 10:46 AM
The Gwynnite Agenda - houseofcantor - 19-11-2011, 01:35 AM
RE: The Gwynnite Agenda - Erxomai - 20-11-2011, 10:31 AM
RE: The Gwynnite Agenda - houseofcantor - 20-11-2011, 02:59 PM
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RE: The Gwynnite Agenda - GirlyMan - 20-11-2011, 05:33 PM
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RE: The Gwynnite Agenda - GirlyMan - 20-11-2011, 08:03 PM
RE: The LC - Erxomai - 19-11-2011, 05:23 AM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 19-11-2011, 09:03 AM
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RE: The Witwiki Symbolism - houseofcantor - 24-11-2011, 03:19 PM
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RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 26-11-2011, 07:09 AM
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RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 27-11-2011, 12:37 AM
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RE: The LC - GirlyMan - 28-11-2011, 09:16 PM
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RE: The LC - Erxomai - 29-11-2011, 09:40 AM
RE: The LC - houseofcantor - 29-11-2011, 03:36 PM
The Original Cause - houseofcantor - 29-11-2011, 05:03 PM
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