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03-02-2017, 09:35 AM
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(03-02-2017 08:46 AM)skyking Wrote:  Thank you all for your kind words. I was home alone when I got the news, and you guys were here for me.
The PET scan will show where the cancer has gone. It will be a tough wait.

Any time mate, you'd do the same for any of us I'm sure.
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07-02-2017, 10:03 PM
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skyking...wanting to check up on you to see how you are faring.

Hugs and love your way.

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07-02-2017, 10:59 PM
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I am sorry guys I got really busy, out of town at school and forgot to provide an update.
Sunday I visited her in the hospital and she looked great! She had been hurting pretty bad on the first two days post-op, but by the time I got there she had kicked the morphine pump, and was feeling so much better.
Thank you all for your well wishes.
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07-02-2017, 11:08 PM
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Thinking of you sk.

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16-02-2017, 08:21 PM
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I miss my father... I still can't believe he has become only a memory. I lived with my ol man my whole life. he was always there for me and I him. he died at age 59 I am currently 29 I can't believe it. I saw his last moments... I have few friends they are my world now, but I am so alone. I sit in the same spot I always have and I look over to his empty chair and I just can't bare it. my dad was a knight of the road "truck driver". So I have gone long periods with out him in the past, but I know I will never see him again, he was diagnosed with bladder cancer at age 51 and I just stopped what ever I had planned on to be with him eight years I had with him as a adult, it was a rollercoaster incredible highs and deep lows... I want to talk him again, when he was out on the road I could at least hear his voice every couple weeks. the end of his life was so bad, I wish I could have done more for him. That's all I can write for now one month he has been gone and I feel so lost, sadness is overwhelming in the evenings and mornings. I had no funeral no viewing he has been turned to ash I feel like I can't handle life without my pa he was so kind, had so much knowledge my father is all had I am not functioning I quit work shortly before he died, I will never forgive those fucksticks for not letting me go part time the year before he passed. I really want to hear his voice. thanks for letting me get this off my chest tear's and snot is making it hard for me to continue... I am beat... fuck cancer just fuck it. I wonder how long I will last in this state of being... breathing has slowed but it hasn't stopped
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16-02-2017, 09:02 PM
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(16-02-2017 08:21 PM)tickclicker Wrote:  I miss my father... I still can't believe he has become only a memory. I lived with my ol man my whole life. he was always there for me and I him. he died at age 59 I am currently 29 I can't believe it. I saw his last moments... I have few friends they are my world now, but I am so alone. I sit in the same spot I always have and I look over to his empty chair and I just can't bare it. my dad was a knight of the road "truck driver". So I have gone long periods with out him in the past, but I know I will never see him again, he was diagnosed with bladder cancer at age 51 and I just stopped what ever I had planned on to be with him eight years I had with him as a adult, it was a rollercoaster incredible highs and deep lows... I want to talk him again, when he was out on the road I could at least hear his voice every couple weeks. the end of his life was so bad, I wish I could have done more for him. That's all I can write for now one month he has been gone and I feel so lost, sadness is overwhelming in the evenings and mornings. I had no funeral no viewing he has been turned to ash I feel like I can't handle life without my pa he was so kind, had so much knowledge my father is all had I am not functioning I quit work shortly before he died, I will never forgive those fucksticks for not letting me go part time the year before he passed. I really want to hear his voice. thanks for letting me get this off my chest tear's and snot is making it hard for me to continue... I am beat... fuck cancer just fuck it. I wonder how long I will last in this state of being... breathing has slowed but it hasn't stopped

Hug

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16-02-2017, 10:13 PM
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(16-02-2017 08:21 PM)tickclicker Wrote:  I miss my father... I still can't believe he has become only a memory. I lived with my ol man my whole life. he was always there for me and I him. he died at age 59 I am currently 29 I can't believe it. I saw his last moments... I have few friends they are my world now, but I am so alone. I sit in the same spot I always have and I look over to his empty chair and I just can't bare it. my dad was a knight of the road "truck driver". So I have gone long periods with out him in the past, but I know I will never see him again, he was diagnosed with bladder cancer at age 51 and I just stopped what ever I had planned on to be with him eight years I had with him as a adult, it was a rollercoaster incredible highs and deep lows... I want to talk him again, when he was out on the road I could at least hear his voice every couple weeks. the end of his life was so bad, I wish I could have done more for him. That's all I can write for now one month he has been gone and I feel so lost, sadness is overwhelming in the evenings and mornings. I had no funeral no viewing he has been turned to ash I feel like I can't handle life without my pa he was so kind, had so much knowledge my father is all had I am not functioning I quit work shortly before he died, I will never forgive those fucksticks for not letting me go part time the year before he passed. I really want to hear his voice. thanks for letting me get this off my chest tear's and snot is making it hard for me to continue... I am beat... fuck cancer just fuck it. I wonder how long I will last in this state of being... breathing has slowed but it hasn't stopped

Hug
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17-02-2017, 03:18 AM
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(16-02-2017 08:21 PM)tickclicker Wrote:  I miss my father... I still can't believe he has become only a memory. I lived with my ol man my whole life. he was always there for me and I him. he died at age 59 I am currently 29 I can't believe it. I saw his last moments... I have few friends they are my world now, but I am so alone. I sit in the same spot I always have and I look over to his empty chair and I just can't bare it. my dad was a knight of the road "truck driver". So I have gone long periods with out him in the past, but I know I will never see him again, he was diagnosed with bladder cancer at age 51 and I just stopped what ever I had planned on to be with him eight years I had with him as a adult, it was a rollercoaster incredible highs and deep lows... I want to talk him again, when he was out on the road I could at least hear his voice every couple weeks. the end of his life was so bad, I wish I could have done more for him. That's all I can write for now one month he has been gone and I feel so lost, sadness is overwhelming in the evenings and mornings. I had no funeral no viewing he has been turned to ash I feel like I can't handle life without my pa he was so kind, had so much knowledge my father is all had I am not functioning I quit work shortly before he died, I will never forgive those fucksticks for not letting me go part time the year before he passed. I really want to hear his voice. thanks for letting me get this off my chest tear's and snot is making it hard for me to continue... I am beat... fuck cancer just fuck it. I wonder how long I will last in this state of being... breathing has slowed but it hasn't stopped

I hear you bro, my dad passed seven months ago and I miss him every day. Hug
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17-02-2017, 04:12 AM
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I lost my mother 4 weeks ago. In the process i met my dad after ca. 5y and i was utterly shocked to see him having aged at least 10y looking at his face. He seems to be in free fall regarding physical health. I was in his apartment which looks....dirty and unhealthy. I am expecting him not to live much longer too. He is almost deaf, but insists on not getting any hearing aids. So when i am calling him, he almost never responds.

Lately i am sleeping very, very badly, especially the nights when all is dark and silent start to scare the crap out of me.

But my parents are/were in their late 70s and i am in my late 40s. I cant imagine me being in my late 20s when this happens (although i might was physically and mentally stronger, looking back from today).

Tickclicker, you have all my sympathy. I guess all of us have to go through this once in our life. Luckily only once if i may add.

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17-02-2017, 05:39 PM
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Here is a big bear hug for all of you orphans, from a fellow orphan
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